In the heights of desires, I am searching for something. I’m not sure for what precisely, yet I see the quest. It calls upon me when I am the most relaxed, the busiest, and even asleep in my dreams. I am seeking missing pieces. The puzzle wants to come to life. There is no more time to waste.
My mind often architected perfect moments where the color of my eyes echoed the light that I was. Noticing it and hearing it from the ideal mirror you are would make me happy.
My imagination fused all our shared dreams, conveying to sacred places of this realm to feel the peace you had seeded in me. Then, finally, the world’s calm would fall upon me, and I would be happy.
My dream will blend all of our helplessness and turn it into superhero powers. The mighty heroes of the mundanity would lie in ourselves. Saving the world with you would make me happy.
My heart craved to live a passion only you can reveal in me. The stars would be our dance floor; the moon would play our song and watch our steps in that dance of atoms gravitating around the love we emanate. Loving you with that force would make me happy.
Back from the dreams, I watch around. I see you. You are always here, yet those things would make me happy…
Silence breaks my ears and elongates my mind…
It’s all coming back to me now!
Yes, yes, and yes! That’s the missing puzzle piece. Happiness is yet to occur. I am in its chase, and there is a continuous waiting process. Waiting for pleasure would suit its name best.
That is the biggest lie I have ever told myself. The reality is that I hid happiness because of fear and worry.
- Who is just happy nowadays?
- Doesn’t it make us weird? To be happy…
- What would other people say if I were happy?
The truth is that…..
Happiness lives in that me you sense through the lens of love and light.
Happiness lies with that sacred vibration of peace you seed and harvest in me when we are together.
Happiness is when I know how strong I am in my being.
Happiness is the universe within the cosmos of each atom we accelerate on our encounters.
It’s all coming back to me now…
Can you let yourself be happy?